My Life Is In A Mess

引文:Page 135, line 13: Colerige displays an unfortunate readiness to bite the hand that --Hilton Landry "In Defense of Shakespeare's Sonnet"I know, I know I should do something rather than just indulging myself in evasion. But I really do not know how to solve this stuff, I am wasting the time.I can't think, can't think out some logical, persuasive answers, and can't think out how to translate it fluently. How poor I am without so much thought in my brain.What should I do? What should I do?□I really need write something. Some words in English.Sometimes I prefer write some things in English or simple French (I still have to work hard for my French ); they're seemingly like some kinds of mysterious code. When I don't want someone understand the meaning of these words I'll write down in these language.Today, I may have to stay until daybreak. Tomorrow will be hard. I have class until 7 p.m.I recall some segments of the writing of a class. My friend writes it, "This week is like the previous week. The previous week was like the week before the previous week. Every week is a cycle. It repeats and repeats which punctuate so accurate like mechanics or even like God’s supernatural power." And I write: "...tomorrow, next day, another tomorrow, and another next day, you would go on to repeat this kind of life patterns forever."Will life be end in this kind of pattern?Will I live colorful in future?Is it really a complicate question?What it going to be?Is means if I read piles of books, I may solve the question? Or don't meditate these questions as a fool, go to write my essay -----------------------------------------------272